Source: Momentarily Bewitched
May 24, 2017
This is what is happening.
My heart is taking over my mind.*
But once in awhile I am jolted asleep
By my untrue self.
Tonight I am feeling lost —
Old, jealous, hopeless . . . .
Daily, the kaleidoscope shifts.
My lightness in your love,
My sickness in your absence,
Take on nuances.
I have no trouble living in the moment.
Present — absent —
We are together
*Inspired by Mooji.
In a kinder universe, it would be time for you.
In a kinder universe, we would be preparing to marry.
Remember we once were amused at the thought of having coffee together?
Now when I taste the blonde and sweet coffee of my own making,
I jolt at the thought of all the perfectly balanced ones we have shared.
My coffees never compare to the ones you make.
Not even close.
Those are my days without you.
But we have had the time together.
Now I know the difference.
Thank the Universe.